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Tuesday, July 29, 2008/ 9:39 PM

OMG. I get to touch the keyboard and mouse after weeks and weeks.

I screwed up most of my tests, especially POA. At least I'll be getting a retest on that.

Went for Kindred last week! It was only the 2nd time I've been to any school concerts. I was such a GOON. I left my ticket at home and had to wait for my mum to get it. W e were only late for 5 minutes, thankfully.
And I got to see Shar the next day, and the day after that! FINALLY. It was at least 2 or 3 weeks since I last saw her.
And today I just had my AEP presentation about the cookbook. It was pretty freaky, sitting in a tiny room in the general office. And I feel so bad about the egg in my design! It was soo unintentional.

ODAC tomorrow. Not really looking forward to proper training. Muscle ache here I come...

And I've got my heart set on what happens next
I've got my eyes wide and it's not over yet
We are miracles
And we're not alone
- This is Home
Switchfoot



Wednesday, June 18, 2008/ 9:14 PM

PARIS HOLDS THE KEY TO YOUR HEART.

My 200th post! Haaha, came back from EUROPE!
I had major jetlag . I slept at 3 am on saturday and at 1am the next day.
JONAS BROTHERS WERE IN PARIS WHEN I WAS! So not fair. the schedule was switched. I could have seen them!

1st day:
13 hour flight. I slept for 3 hours, watched Supernatural, Terminator: Sarah Connor Chronicles, Project Runway, Step Up 2, and bits of everything. And ate jelly beans with Charlotte and Hui Jie! Hui Jie is one heavy sleeper. She slept throught the entire landing. Arrived at the hostel. Bunked with Ping En, Clara Tee and Grace!

2nd day:
Was on digicam duty today. 2 musuems who actually allow photography! My neck was so sore (the cam was heavy). The Musee d'Orsay and the Pompidou. In between we went to the Eiffel Tower for some outdoor sketching! But it rained so we went to the shelter and skected from our cameras. Pathetic right?
The real sight of the Eiffel Tower is incomparable to pictures on cameras and internet. It's amazing.
When we were eating lunch, everyone took off their jackets, and when we were sketching I was doind jumping jacks to keep warm!

3rd day:
Went to the Arch of Triumph! And to the Louvre! Saw the Mona Lisa. The weather was nice today. Not psycho like the day before.
Then we went to the little garden and did one whole afternoon of outdoor sketching! At the amazingly detailed (and impossible-to-sketch) NOTRE DAM CATHEDRAL. We also saw an impossibly fat pigeon. The size of a rabit.
We ate escargot that night! It was nice but all I could seein my head was a snail covered in slime. So I gave the rest to Jo Yee. She ate 15 pieces altogther cause Clara gave hers to her as well.

4th day:
EURO-DISNEYLAND.
Went on Thunder Mountain, the Indiana Jones Ride, SPACE MOUNTAIN, and the Star Wars thing. My favourite was Thunder Mountain. We had to wait for an hour, but it was worth it. We took pictures everywhere! We had chocolate mousse for dessert. I remember that.

5th day:
Spent the entire day travelling. Stopped by Brussels for lunch. There was a store full of CARAMELS. HEAVEN! Arrived at Amsterdam early. Nearly froze to death when I didn't think to bring a jacket (It's a lot colder in Amsterdam than in Brussels or Paris).
The hotel is awesome! It had joint balconies. Su Lin, Clara Wong, Clara Tee, Ping En and I filled half the bath tub with hot water and put our feet in!

5th day:
Van Gogh Museum, Rembrandt House Museum and Anne Frank Museum. The only one interesting was the last one. I kinda teared at the end of the trip.
We also went shopping at a dutch flea market.

6th day:
Outdoor sketching at the windmills! We froze and most of us went literally numb in the cold. We also went to the cheese and clog factory. Then after lunch we went on a river cruise!
After that, shopping near the red light district. It's FREAKING creepy. Until we started speaking chinese to make ourselves less.. un-communicate-able? It forever tarnished my image of Amsterdam. The over-caffeinated Hamster (Sylvia) almost bought a canabis lollipop!

7th day:
Left for Singapore. I watched Step Up 2 twice, St Trinian's, Definately Maybe and 20 minutes of atonement before I decided it was too boring. The movies kept jamming! Everytime it did, Ping En and I would exchange glances, and Clara would start clicking her pen to 'vent her anger'.
Charlotte and I sang 'Touch my Body' just to freak out Clara! Haha. When we heard the pilot say that the Singapore air temp was 28 degrees, all our jaws dropped! That's almost twice as hot as Amsterdam!

Now, I'm still feeling damn stuffy. Not used to the weather. Jetlag wearing off though, thank goodness.

Went to Vivo today! With Diane and Regina. As usual, we made each other try on ridiculous things. I bought a top and Diane bought skinnies! Haha. I also found One Night Only's album! SOOO cool!

This has got to be the longest post in a long time.

People say I only hear what I want to
That much is true
People say I only see what I want to
Then how come I see you
- You and Me
One Night Only



Wednesday, June 04, 2008/ 3:01 PM

I'M LEAVING FOR PARIS TOMORROW!!!

I had a dream last week that I went to Paris with no money, no phone, camera or iPod chargers.

I finally got my visa (which took 3 painstaking weeks just cause I have an Indonesian passport). I can't wait to see the Eiffel Tower! I just hope it's not too cold there. And I'm not really looking forward to the ridiculously long flight. At least it's Singapore Airlines, so I can watch movies. Hehe.
And I'n worried about the pickpockets. So much that I'm bringing my old phone (that is so damn slow!) that doesn't flip open properly anymore.

Prince Caspian was amazing! Pity they made Peter the asshole instead of Susan though. I love the bit where they first met Caspian and where Lucy first saw Reepicheep.

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
I'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
- The Call
Regin Spektor



Tuesday, May 27, 2008/ 12:41 PM

Holidays!

So far, I have:
1. Gone to the library,
2. Spent 2 hours sowing beads onto my shirt,
3. Spent 4 hours painting my bedise table (which is actually a wooden laundry basket),
4. Spent 3 hours painting my cheapo $12 shoe (which no longer looks cheapo),
5. Finished reading all four library books in 2 days.

HAVE TO GET MORE NICHOLAS SPARKS BOOKS.
I've read A Walk to Remember and Dear John. I swear, I cried when I read Dear John. It was so saaaad. When my mum asked me how the book was, I said it was so sad and she said: How can a romance story be sad?
And they're turning it into a movie! Haha, Channing Tatum is playing John. I kinda imagined Samaire Armstrong playing Savannah, and Chace Crawford as John.
A Walk to Remember was nice, and I think Jamie still lived, but Sparks left that to the reader's interpretation.

Father, I hate to tell you this,
You taught me how to hit the mark
And once again I missed
- Wrong Again
Nicholas Jonas

How can you look at me that way?
When I have failed so many times
Showing me love,
You tell the world 'this child is mine'



Sunday, May 18, 2008/ 11:40 AM

OMG.
JONAS BROTHERS ARE PERFORMING SOS ON AMERICAN IDOL SEASON FINALE.

They sound good lately. I hope they don't sing like they did on Dancing with the Stars and on their 2nd appearance at Ellen. They sounded horrible. BUT SOS is a song they NEVER mess up.Yet.

Got back my results. Too busy being depressed. AHH.
Cat class on Sunday was quite, uh, eventful. Hehe.

Had lunch with half the choir yesterday. Greg takes the LOOONGEST time eat. He can't seem to eat and talk at the same time. Too busy talking bout Star Wars, their bloopers etc (Like when Hayden trips all the time)

Just be yourself
Do everything you can
It doesn't matter if you're good enough
For someone else
- The Middle
Jimmy Eat World



Tuesday, May 13, 2008/ 8:28 PM

You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard

Exams are OVER! I spent almost the entire weekend watching Smallville. I swear, Jimmy Olsen is quite... oblivious.
'Look at these hearoglyphics...
Lex Luthor is working... WITH THE EGYPTIANS.' (Uh, it's Kryptonian)

I can't wait to go out! But my mum is overseas and I have noone to go out with. Everyone has clashing schedules. At least there's Fiesta this Friday, something to look forward to.
It's so cold. Is being on the 10th floor really that windy?
I watched the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 trailer! It looks good. The plots from book 2 and 3 is meshed up with the main plot of book4. I love the ending scene:
"How do you say 'lost pants' in Greek?"
"JAFKJG YMCVO TJKSV.... LGHI"

Checking papers tomorrow! I already know I didn't do that brilliantly in Emaths (even though I worked harder than before. Maybe I was careless, as usual). I quite look forward to English, but I'm afraid of SS, History.. in case I answered the question wrongly.
Oh nevermind, just take the results head-on like a bull.

Take your hesitance
And your self-defense
Leave them behind, it's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing everyday
Just take your time, it's only life
I'll be your stepping-stone
No, don't be so alone
Just hold on tight, it's only life
- It's Only Life
Kate Voegele



Saturday, May 10, 2008/ 10:24 PM

There is a reason why we met, I’m glad that we did
But when we broke up,
I got back a part of me I really missed
Now seeing that you brought me down all the time
There were moments I lived without light on my side

All the bitterness has passed
And I only wish you someone who
Can do what I can't.

-Happy
Hilary Duff

Yeah, I know. Guess that changes things. I get it.
Goodbye.

And how tall did we stand
With the world in our hands?




/ symphony

Cause you when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you throught the night
We'll be running so fast, we can fly


TWISTED TALES



feel your fire, when it's cold in my heart
and things sorta start
reminding me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
I wish that i had gone up with you too.


/TASTE of sunshine

pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light i'll come back when you call me no need to say goodbye


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